hmmm

why???why is it so hard for me to be myself with anyone other than my friends???why is it that i try so hard but noone ever takes a second look at me , why is it , that all my hard work...never pays off....its true that we musnt give up but...sometimes its just dissapointing to think back all that hard work leads to nothing ...i dont know why its so hard for me to break out my shell ,maybe arghh , abng ni , kacau mood jela..haihhh , =='