Saturday, 21 July 2012

hmmm

hmmm , dah x rapat daaa , kenapa???tolongla , aq x nak camni , sedih tau hati bila kau rapat ngan kawan aq yg lain..tapi aq???langsung x kau tegur , hmmmm , sedih sangat! >.<

Saturday, 2 June 2012

senyap

x nak type bnyk...duk rumah x best!lebih rela duk asrama , agaknya bila dah besar hilang rasa nak duk umah ehh???hmmm , sedih r , :'(

Monday, 28 May 2012

why me?

ramai kawan lupa saya , x kisahla dri skola rendah up until now ke , hmmm , so sad , what did i do wrong?eh , cam salah jer bi aq , watever , apa salah aq la derrr....knapa slalu aq yg dilupakan , m now looking for a friend yg boleh diharapkan , best friend ke x they still forget me , aq pun kadang2 cmtu gak , tpi...a best friend wouldnt mind that , lau dia kisah pun dia akan majuk skit2 (still mampu dipujuk) tapi aq x kisah pujuk dia...comel gitu , dapat eratkan silaturahim...but now a days , its so hard to finnd that type of person , n aq nakla dia perempuan , x nakla lelaki , malu la nak cite masalah kat dia....ehem2 , mesti korank x faham where this is going to kan??hahaha , biarlah cite ni tergantung....hm...beep??maybe...but nahhhh...i dont believe it..apa?kamu x fhm???wait for the next entry lahhh , hehehe , assalammualaikum n have a nice day~

Saturday, 26 May 2012

hmmm

why???why is it so hard for me to be myself with anyone other than my friends???why is it that i try so hard but noone ever takes a second look at me , why is it , that all my hard work...never pays off....its true that we musnt give up but...sometimes its just dissapointing to think back all that hard work leads to nothing ...i dont know why its so hard for me to break out my shell ,maybe arghh , abng ni , kacau mood jela..haihhh , =='

Friday, 25 May 2012

tiada yang mustahil bagi mereka yg berani mencuba

assalammualiakum dan salam sejahtera , dah lama dah farah x menaip , nak type pun kne satu2 cam org bru blaja gne lappy , ok , bila saya baca comment anda2 semua rasa terharu sangat ...x sangka ada yg baca rupanya , 100x hoorays for you all , ok skarank ni farah nak share tentang perkara yg baru2 berlaku kat farah yg mungkin boleh korang contohi or jadikan teladan ke or what so ever . ok ...mula2 , saya mohon jawatan di skola saya sebagai penolong badan wakil pelajar sesi 2012-2013...farah yg slama ni pendiam nak mohon vice???gila ke apa??bukan gila kawan2...cuma farah nak ubah , farah dah 3 tahun kat skola tu tapi still ade yg x kenal farah...farah nak cipta nama farah kat skola tu , at least x dek la bazir 3 tahun farah kat situ , ok...pastu saya x lepas manifesto...saya mmg sedih , mmg rase cam nak bunuh diri , potong tangan , rasa diri ni x gne kat masyarakat...tapi saya kne sabar...KNAPA???sebab mungkin rezeki saya x dek untuk memimpin..mungkin saya lebih layak untuk jadi bnde lain...so , i let by gone be by gone n terus berdoa....PASTU , THIS IS WHEN THINGS GETS SERIUS..farah mula aktif dalam banyak kelab..
1 . drama
2 . PUM (persatuan usahawan muda)
3 . sidang redaksi
ok , x dekla bnyk mne , tpi bandingkan ngan kelab sye yg dulu ni dah kira improvement BESAR dah ...n then , IT HAPPEN...saya ditawarkan untuk ke UPM untuk macam program yg akan melibatkan pelajar mrsm lain...cam pesta type(pada mereka yg x tau pesta type tu cam science fair tapi ni lebih kpada mengkaji)...ok , sya bkn ditawar tpi cikgu pilih beberapa org untuk pergi..saya apa lagi , peluang keemasan tu , AMBIKKKK!!!!so , ceritanya kat sini kawan2 , kalau kamu semua usaha n sentiasa berfikiran positif , u will go far~trust me , i experience it already n i hope more of it..harap2 kamu semua still beri sokongan ...farah nak ubah 360 degree!!! I WANT THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW ME SOMEDAY!!!

Sunday, 29 April 2012

you r beautiful n hensem

assalammualiakum , ok , rasa nyesal sangat now , ada masa ni sepatutnya siapkan la omwek tpi disebabkan 'rajin' sangat kan , nilah kerja den...ayoyo , farah , burok perangai ko , ok!berdasarkan tajuk tu saya nak ingatkan kat semua pembaca(lau ada) yang anda semua cantik n ensem sangat~(yela , mu yg sibuk baca ni!ye!kamu tu cantik n ensem!)ibu pesan;
IBU: Allah tu dah ciptakan kita cukup sempurna , cuma kita yg x sedar.
FULAMAK AYAT IBU , menusuk KALBU TUL2 tu , hahaha ,ok x lawak pun , tapi what she said is ABSOLUTELY true , we r all beautiful termasukla laki2 , but kamu tu ensem la kan (ensem la sangat , hahaha , jangan marah) , saya ni , issshh , saya akui , kadang kala terasa diri ni x cukup cantikla , too fatla , but , sometimes kan (amboihh , terabur bhasa aq) , aq rase , penat..penat layan perasaan ragu2 , malu2 tu , i mean , Y??napa aq kne rase takot lau aq x secantik diaorg , I STILL HAVE FRIENDS , i dont need beauty , i dont need fame , i'll earn it when i learn to love myself , so rakan2 , jangan rase diri tu x sempurna , sebab awak semua kne tau , awk tu cukup sempurna di mata mereka yg menyayangimu , yg terima kamu seadanya , lau ragu2 bab cinta cinton ni , just forget about it , x yah kisah sangat , Allah has it all planned out..ok?tc , hope u like reading this :) (i really do hope U DO!!)

Saturday, 28 April 2012

let me change

ok.assalammualaikum , ok , im gonna type in english this time , y???dont ask , i wont answer , cause i also dont know why .ok , i took a big leap when i applied myself for BWP(allow me to type in malay , badan wakil pelajar)ok , so , yeah , im scared to death!i mean i feel like biting off my fingers right now , but i wont , I LURVE ME FINGERS~futhermore , when im a bwp (IF IM CHOOSEN) can i maintain my greds??basically my greds arent that pretty.at all.so , this is really a challenge for me...BUT IM SURE ILL MANAGE , I WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF!I dont want to be the one who listens anymore..i want people to listen to what i have to say!its my turn to speak up , i dont want to be the shy quiet girl i used to be , hope u (my readers) give me your total support , i REALLLyyyy need this guys...k , love you , leave a comment~